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it’s hard to be a good girl listening to the drive-by truckers: last month’s mix, august 2010;

This entry is part 28 of 28 in the series monthly mix club

290810 - The City Has Sex With Itself I Suppose

In which, even when she is being the world’s most rubbish and lazy music blogger, Lis puts together a selection of songs that have caught her attention through the joys of iTunes shuffle this month.

Holy down-to-the-wire, Batman! Real life keeps calling me away from my pile of half-written drafts, but I feel as if I begin every one of these monthly missives with an apology for absence real or imagined.

As I type this up on the last day of August there’s the unmistakable chill of autumn in the air, but also a gorgeous golden light as if such summer that we had is trying to cling on with its last breath. Glasgow looks a little like a fairy tale, and whispers to me: stay. Soon it will be skirts and tights weather again.

I can’t wait.

Pull All The Stops Out For Future Wife of the Month: last month’s mix, August 2010

1. Lovers Turn To Monsters: I Can Only See In The Darkness
A gentler start to this month’s playlist than usual. I met Kyle, also known as Lovers Turn To Monsters, the night before my 28th birthday. I missed his set, but he gave me a CD anyway. “I’m a BLOGGER!” I exclaimed, as full of shit as eighty percent proof vodka. He’s got a new EP out, and it’s free.

2. Drive-By Truckers: Outfit
Jason’s are the best Drive-By Truckers songs, and the night before I got married I wrapped myself in a blanket made out of his voice and lemon-flavoured throat sweets. This has been in my library forever, but I heard it for the first time the night my best friends came round to help me make wedding favours. Whitney tells me it’s always made her think of me, perhaps because of the reference to singing with a “fake British accent”.

3. Frank Turner: Poetry of the Deed
I think I’m falling in love with a singer-songwriter with a Hold Steady tattoo, which shouldn’t surprise anybody. I have hardly stopped listening to this three-minute manifesto since the first time I heard it.

4. Best Coast: Bratty B
The soundtrack to my summer. I need to write about this thirty-minute fuzz-pop wonder of an album properly, actually, since everybody else has already beaten me to it.

5. Sarah Harmer: Open Window (The Wedding Song)
Not that I downloaded this until afterwards, because that’s pretty much how long it took me to unblock my iTunes account. Still, lovely.

6. Phil Campbell: Isn’t She Beautiful
I don’t know much about this local singer-songwriter, apart from the fact that half my work seem to be obsessed with him and that this is such a pretty little song.

7. She and Him: Brand New Shoes
The lovely Zooey Deschanel’s second album with songwriting and performing partner M Ward is a slow burner, but her husky voice lends a lovely warmth to these laid-back songs of longing.

8. The Unwinding Hours: Tightrope
I was a huge Aereogramme fan, but I’m still not one hundred percent convinced by Craig B’s new project. Taken on its own though, this track is sheer gorgeous.

9. Yahweh: Make Me Stop
Another local one: gorgeous, delicate and part of a recent split 7″ on Gerry Loves Records.

10. Cancel The Astronauts: Funny For A Girl
This was a weird little coincidence: I downloaded this Edinburgh indiepop band’s titular EP on the recommendations of a few friends, including my Radar colleagues, but before I had a chance to even listen to it I met the singer in my work. This track is great fun, well worthy of a listen – and I have a spare copy of the EP now, if anybody fancies a listen.

11. Marah: Tramp Art
The new album from my firm favourites Marah is a folkier, less immediate listen than its predecessors – but they released it on cassette tape, which was pretty frickin’ sweet even if I barely have anything left to play the things on.

12. Amanda Palmer: Idioteque
It started out with her famous cover of “Creep”, but now eccentric musical laydee AFP has put together a whole EP’s worth of ukulele Radiohead covers. Recommended if, like me, you find much of the source material unlistenable.

13. The Voluntary Butler Scheme: The Eiffel Tower and the BT Tower
This month’s track I know next to nothing about is cute-as-a-button indiepop with lyrics you can’t help but smile along to.

14. Metric: Gimme Sympathy
I’m not gonna lie – I used to really love Emily Haines’ ominously discopop songs but, having moved on to musical pastures new, had lost track of what the band were bringing out. It was the lyrics grabbed me here, on a stripped-down version of the this track for the band’s recent Daytrotter session: who’d you rather be, Ms Haines asks, the Beatles or the Rolling Stones – and I swoon, but now, for the ballsy full band version.

15. Eamon McGrath: Icebreaker
Who sent me this? Was it you, Martin Douglas? Did you say I’d like it, all smoky-voiced lo-fi rawness? Yeah, you can read me like a book.

16. Admiral Fallow: These Barren Years
Catchy flutes and guitars and heartstopping lyrics from an album that just gets better with every listen.

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excerpts from a travel journal: half-awake in my fake empire;

I heard someone say once that writing doesn’t happen when you’re too busy living. It seems as good an excuse as any for leaving the rest of my travel pages until I’m back perched on my own bed, surrounded by yellow lamplight and the detritus of my living.

Some things you remember without help. The red, white and blue light of the Empire State Building that last night; yellow taxicabs in shadow and Matt Berninger in my earphones like the voice of my subconscious and the soundtrack to the city. I feel like I’m in a music video on Lexington and take a moment to just breathe.

empire state

Put a little something in our lemonade and take it with us…

This time we even leave the state. A day trip to my beloved Princeton as it meant I could meet my even-more-beloved Ms Lucero halfway with Dorinda in tow to provide hugs and baked goods and a damning indictment on the state of New Jersey’s highways. To me, Princeton keeps its toes firmly on the right side of twee – while its knowing quirkiness is as obvious as its sky-high property prices its so beautiful that I don’t find myself gritting my teeth by the chorus. And it’s home to some of my favourite places: Paper Source, where I pick up kitten-shaped Post-Its and some bits and pieces to create a scrapbook of the wedding cards (“How did you know about us?” asks the girl behind the counter when I tell her that despite my accent I’m already on the mailing list, and I blush as I think of the two-hour browse and giant shopping bag that punctuated my September); The Bent Spoon, now serving ginger cookie awesomeness in a cone; and PREX which still holds the honour of being my second favourite record store in the whole of the US.

prex

An in-store poster informs me they’re looking for a blogger. I wonder if locality is an issue (and, if so, whether they’ll sponsor our visa application…)

New Jersey has always held a special place in my heart, and it’s when we’re waiting outside the record store that the reason why roars up in a black car with a pink skull sticker on the back. The second friend I ever made online, Jill used to send me Hot Topic goodies and my yellow Hello Kitty pyjamas and calling her was the only thing I could think of to do on 9/11. When you’ve known somebody for eleven years, you can’t imagine what a relief it is to finally blast some Hole and go play minigolf with her and her boyfriend even if you quickly prove that you suck at it.

we are stardust

One day we spend five hours trailing around the American Museum of Natural History, guided by the Museum’s own iPhone app which turns out to be the only way to find the food court (verdict: overpriced, but if you can’t enjoy an incredible ten-dollar salad on honeymoon then when can you?). It’s the sort of place you could easily spend a week in, even if like me you find the history of man stuff more tedious than you ought to. It has dinosaurs! and a planetarium! Which I find myself returned to, giggling over the references, as I read my favourite fictional crime writer Richard Castle’s latest thriller which Jay buys me for the flight back to a Glasgow that feels a little less like home.

dylan's candy bar

I still deserve to spend the evening shopping for sweeties and Sephora though.

excerpts from a travel journal: we’re burning up the bowery;

“So… when are we moving here?”

It’s funny. No, it’s not funny at all. But in recent years I have let myself become distracted from my original goal of moving to the City. I can’t bear to live another four years without this place. Yeah, sure it’s ridiculously hot in the summer and I’ll do unclassy things like flash my knickers like Marilyn Monroe walking over a subway grate; and I know it’s not as simple as I spend every day here and I’ll never be miserable and I’ll always be inspired; but I don’t need to look any further to find that place Jesse Malin sings about where you’re safe to be more yourself than anywhere. I’ve found it.

And Jay gets it too. His legendary sense of direction has already memorised the grid, even as I want to turn in the wrong direction with a head full of certainties. Sure, he’s still got some things to learn, like the skeezy-looking guy is saying hi to the cute girl in the yellow dress and not you (maybe because she was flashing her knickers on a subway grate), but he’ll get there.

I brought four pairs of shoes for a five-night stay, which I was initially annoyed at myself for – this determination, you see, to never be one of those “shoe” girls – but something which has proven itself to be a blessing. Flat feet and a tendency to overheat make footwear a nightmare in the summer, particularly when walking the distances we have done, but this way I can trade off between cracked heels and aching knees. I kicked my sandals off at one point on the Brooklyn Bridge because I just couldn’t take anymore and my toes were raw and bleeding. In these temperatures, though, the pavements are more hospitable than the subway platforms.

that first new york cupcake

Our first full day we have lunch with my husband’s literary agent, which is the sort of statement Facebook was invented for, at a barbecue place called Hill Country. Texan barbecue is not real barbecue, my Southern friend Lilit reminds us later, but the place plays Ryan Adams and serves imported Coca-Cola with the real sugar we are used to and the food is mighty fine. We then sneak Lilit out of the office for a coffee at a little place two doors down from the Museum of Sex’s pretty window display of a basket of colourful dildos: we’re upstairs in a library with huge, comfy chairs and they’re advertising daily meditation sessions and a crossword club. There’s a Chinese girl with the latest issue of Cosmo, and Lilit borrows it to gleefully show me her article (she’s got a book coming out, you know, and it will be reviewed here about as soon as I can import a copy).

girl with a peach

The walking takes it out of us though. With our friend Josh we tramp around the East Village and then down into Williamsburg: a comic shop, frozen yoghurt, a slice of pizza, the Joe Strummer mural outside Jesse’s Niagara bar, a record shop full of dusty 7″s with a gorgeous cat sprawled lazily on the counter. I buy Best Coast and the reissued Sad Songs For Dirty Lovers record, something on Kill Rock Stars and a bowl made from a warped vinyl copy of The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan. Then there’s the Cake Shop: venue, record store, server of bacon-topped Elvis-themed cupcakes. It’s like somebody invaded my brain and live-streamed my vision of heaven.

a pilgrimage

burning on the bowery

It’s the hottest day so far and even though some brief, spitting rain provides temporary respite it only makes us feel stickier as our clothes dry into our skin. It means for the second night in a row we miss out on evening plans, preferring instead to hole up in our hotel room with the A/C up high, trying to figure out what it is about the only-very-intermittently funny 30 Rock that people keep raving about. Last night we ended up in the Hard Rock Cafe of all places before a midnight showing of Toy Story 3 because I slept through the gig we’d planned, drinking overpriced but oversized cocktails in souvenir glasses served by a waitress called Amber whose chest tattoos barely peeked through her shirt’s buttons; feeling for all the world like being married is the coolest thing in the world.

excerpts from a travel journal: livin’ or dyin’ in new york means nothing to me;

By the end of my first hour back in New York City I’d already been sworn at by somebody and had somebody else complement me on my Scrabble tile necklace.

Ah, it’s good to be home!

270710 - Times Square

Nowhere else feels like this, smells like this, sounds like this: exhaust and caffeine and chatter and hot dog stands and car horns. Nowhere else is as loud and as brash and as honest. I think a lot about the personalities of the cities I visit – how most of them you could identify with your eyes closed just by the way they make you feel. New York gets under your skin, and I can’t tell if it’s the people who make it or it makes the people. Jay says that as you walk along the streets and look up the image of superheroes swinging from building to building doesn’t seem quite so ridiculous.

times square

I settle into a routine quite easily. Once again the first night is spent around Times Square but the difference, I suppose, is that this time it is local to our hotel. But there’s no comparing that sight as you round the corner for the first time, even if you’ve seen it before – it still takes your breath away. I suppose it has been four years. I can’t begin to put into words the feeling of… contentment? completeness? I get in the pit of my stomach. I’m not sure if I want to. People are hustling for change, holding up signs with everything from tales of economic disaster to I need money for weed. There’s a guy dressed up as Elmo and I ask for a photograph. “Only if you tip,” he replies in a hispanic accent.

elmooooooo!

What? It’s honest, and it’s enterprising. Frankly, he deserves it for wearing the suit in this heat. But there’s air conditioning in most places and, as evening becomes nightfall, there’s a summer camaraderie. Folding chairs in the road, table tennis in Bryant Park and an ice lolly for the walk back to the hotel.

the sun will break through;

070510 - Be Still This Gentle Morning
the kays lavelle
the kays lavelle

Forgot to post about the Glasgow leg of the launch of The Kays Lavelle’s debut, Be Still This Gentle Morning, out Monday on Wise Blood Industries – so have some photos instead. The band gave as compelling a performance as ever, and the by turns both fragile and frantic album is well worthy of your time. Read my recent interview with band frontman Euan McMeeken at Radar.

exerpts from a travel journal: if you liked it then you shoulda built a church on it;

A wise woman once told me that joy is a gift from Jesus that cannot be lost, only relinquished. I would do well to listen to her, because we crammed so much into so few days that my enthusiasm started to wane towards the end of our Israeli adventure. There is so much beauty in these buildings: the gorgeous Church of the Annunciation in Nazareth; the flower-strewn basilica which commemorates the Transfiguration on Mount Tabor, with the grille at the entranceway under which people have pushed dollar bills and prayers scrawled on folded scraps of paper. But by the time we get to Cana I am so tired that it would have taken a miracle just to get me off the bus.

nazareth
church of annunciation

Once we drive to the Galilee we stay in a gorgeous hotel run as part of the Kibbutz Lavi. Breakfast is freshly squeezed grapefruit juice and pancakes hot from the griddle – I fall in love immediately. Lavi is one of the last truly “socialist” kibbutzes, where each gets according to his or her needs. It was founded in 1948 by young Jews who had escaped Nazi Germany as part of the kindertransport, and you wouldn’t know to look at the gorgeous rose gardens now but at the time it was nothing but bare rocks. The hard-working people of Lavi got lucky: the furniture they made for their synagogue because they couldn’t afford to buy in became a successful furniture business, and instead of a simple guesthouse a luxury hotel now provides their largest source of income. We got to tour the kibbutz one morning, and I was touched to hear that even the doctors and lawyers who go out to work contribute their earnings to the communal pot. As a way of life it sounds idyllic – but I suspect I’d miss the wifi as much as I’d love the socialist ideals.

120410 - Kibbutz Lavi
church of annunciation

Mount Tabor is, as Mike our tour guide explained to us, the “bellybutton” of the Galilee: the same word loosely translates as “centre” in Hebrew. On a clear day you can see three countries – Jordan, Syria and Lebanon – from the top and the beautiful grounds of the Church of the Transfiguration. We journey to the top in groups of six, bundled into kamikaze taxicabs which take the hairpin bends at a rate of knots. The journey back down was like a fairground ride, with whistling Salim our driver getting us to count one-two-three around the worst of the bends and stopping halfway down to let us lean out for photographs.

church of transfiguration

Our early morning wooden boat ride across the Sea of Galilee was one of my favourite moments of the trip. I may not like to be abandoned to float in water, but I sure do love to sail on it. Halfway across we cut the engines and sat as the sunlight dappled on waters that played such an important role in the early part of the gospels. It was tranquil, beautiful and pretty much blew my mind. Later we visited the biblical town of Capernaum, and I dipped my toes in the baptismal site on the River Jordan.

sea of galilee
sea of galilee

I couldn’t sleep that last night, which we spent in the shabby but charming little seaside town of Netanya. I ended up staying up to keep the night porter company; talking politics and our alternate careers in marketing, drinking tea with lemon instead of milk and smoking (him), watching Beatles videos on YouTube. His name was Leo and he used to work for an airline, which is useful because he seems to spend a lot of his time fling between his mother’s home in Israel and his own base in Paris. He insisted on calling me Lisa, which I didn’t mind as much as I do usually because he told me it was a beautiful name and he was very charming with it. And then I started to wonder if perhaps I could make Lisa my glamorous cosmopolitan traveling name for those late night conversations with strangers in hotel lobbies.

Regardless, it was nice to have a friend awake to say goodbye to me when we were ready to head back to Tel Aviv at 5am.

[A small postscript: I caught up with some of my traveling companions on Friday night. "Israel has changed me," one friend said, "I just haven't figured out how yet." She was completely right.

I'm still uploading photographs from the trip, but you can keep an eye out here.]

exerpts from a travel journal: and everyone you meet is not better than you;

Night falls quickly in Jerusalem. It was daylight when we arrived at the Church of the Holy Sepulchre where a space – much less garish than the rest – had been reserved for us for a beautiful evening Mass. It was a short service, but by the time we emerged it was properly dark without a hint of transition.

night falls on the old city

But that’s fine. I like to think of myself as a student of the unique character of individual cities, and most of them take on a further personality after dark. The Old City of Jerusalem is one of my favourites: the limestone picks up whatever light there is from signs and buildings and reflects it back as a warm, sandy glow. The shops stay open as late as there is business; and the proprietors try to coax you in for one last look (which is always free), which becomes one last touch; which ultimately is going to become one last purchase – you see if it doesn’t. It feels like nowhere else I have ever visited: like an illustration from a book of folk tales but one which I already fit into.

coca cola
arabic quarter

The Via Dolorosa, seen not as a place of pilgrimage but as a place to explore, takes the prize as my favourite street in the world. It’s hard to navigate, firstly because it has been paved with Roman rocks excavated from the old city below and secondly because of the crowds. Fellow shoppers, yes; but more importantly the Polish tour group hauling a replica wooden cross up its narrow, winding ascent and stopping to pray or sing at each “station”. Four to a cross, I feel as if they are cheating. Creswell Lane this ain’t.

100410 - Via Dolorosa

All these obstacles are a boon to the merchants who ply their wares along the strip, of course. They sit on chairs or on the stoop: their doorways piled high with nativity scenes carved in olive wood, gorgeously patterned “yarmulkes” (the prayer caps worn by some Jewish men), blown glassware, pretty scarves, cuddly camels, novelty t-shirts, candles and religious paraphernalia. I get to know them well as I make fourteen or fifteen trips up and down the strip for various reasons. “Scotland, Scotland!” they cry. “Why you not visit my shop? You break my heart!” They press business cards into my hand, tell me to come back, that I will get a special price. One asks if I am married; says to tell my husband he will offer five thousand camels for me.

Mike is Armenian; he claims to be Roman Catholic but we have our doubts. He spots my mother and I making our way down to the coffee and hospitality of the Austrian convent at the third “station”. He wants to show us something quickly; we tell him we only have a minute and he promises that is all that it will take. He presses the Jerusalem cross, with its four silver sides and the centre picked out in turquoise, into my mother’s hand. This is the first rule of Haggle Club: once you touch something, you are not allowed to let go until it is yours. Mike is skilled. His father made jewellery before him, and now this is his shop. He is a retired police officer, and he worked in Orange County in California for a while. There is a black and white photograph of him in full uniform behind the counter. Handsome. He offers us coffee, tea. Not because he wants us to buy, you understand – this is his hospitality. He will be insulted if we refuse. You’ll need a chain. The bathroom? Yes, I have one here: a tiny cubbyhole in the wall that slides out like a secret compartment. And then, finally, the price. You’re leaving? You said you like! These earrings? Silver, opal. For you, two hundred shekel. He switches currency easily; a silver tongue as well as a silversmith. He’s nearly crying. In the end, I take the beautiful earrings for the twenty US dollars I have in my purse.

I live for this banter, tossing smiles and trading lines. Some of our party feel hassled or a little threatened and it’s easy to understand, but the market is still a joy for me to experience. I cover my shoulders and let a man weigh out rich-smelling spices into little plastic tubs for me to take home. My brother finds a tiny acoustic guitar and, misreading the rules of the game, promises to come back later for it. He ends up leaving immediately after paying half the price he thought he was going to.

I drink freshly-squeezed grapefruit juice and order falafel, even though I know there will be dressing on it and I can’t make my fussy likes understood. I eat around it: pitta and cucumber and tomato and soft, seasoned, fried chickpea. When in Jerusalem… Around our ankles, skinny street cats mew pitifully and wail against this country’s predominantly vegetarian diet. The scraps my sister tosses down are ignored.

exerpts from a travel journal: the motorcade will have to go around me this time;

An early start after a few hours of sleep on our first day in Jerusalem. This had been designated for exploring the Old City, and with Temple Mount with its grand al-Aqba Mosque and Dome of the Rock only open to non-Muslims between the hours of eight and ten am there was no avoiding the dawn.

dome of the rock

Jerusalem, according to Mike our ever-knowledgeable guide, is roughly split into three parts: “ancient” Jerusalem, or the City of David; “old”, or historical Jerusalem; and the “contemporary” part of the city which houses our hotel and many of the parliamentary buildings. Local law insists that all buildings be constructed (or at least covered) in the same sandy-coloured limestone, so the demarcation isn’t as harsh as it would be otherwise.

080410 - Mike

The first thing that strikes you is how busy the city is – both in terms of its bustling, densely-populated centre and in its method of construction. The Old City provides the most striking examples of this: it’s a warren of interconnected passageways and buildings built on top of buildings, cities built on top of cities; the remnants of the region’s many wars cannibalised into new constructions by the next round of conquering invaders. We enter through what is known as the “Dung Gate” in the old city walls to the sound of drums, which Mike tells us is not really to celebrate our arrival but because Thursday is a traditional date for bar mitzvahs.

the drums

We walk a lot today – what one member of our party equipped with a pedometer later claims to be a good seven miles. Through the Temple Mount area to Bethesda, traditional birthplace of the Virgin Mary and location of the medicinal baths where Jesus once healed the sick. My brother and I climb right down into the ruins of the baths, which provide one of the most striking examples of how the city as it stands today is built on the layers and ruins of what has gone before. It must be an archeologist’s dream – so much so that Mike points out to us fragments of excavated Roman pavement, brought up to the contemporary surface so that pilgrims can walk in the footsteps of Jesus even if the roads he trod in his last five days were really eighteen feet lower.

bethesda

In the afternoon we walk the Via Dolorosa, or Way of Suffering – the last steps of Jesus, laid out with the major events in the Good Friday story we recognise as the Stations of the Cross. Now part of the Old City’s “Arabic quarter”. this walk is perhaps my favourite part of the tour – the bustle and bargaining and merchants clamouring for our attention couldn’t have been much different two thousand years ago although, as one of our party points out when I share this analogy, probably less likely then to have offered memory cards and DON’T WORRY – BE JEWISH t-shirts. I know the barter system doesn’t appeal to everybody but I love the cheeky, pushy salesmen who try to charm us with fake Scottish accents and change their prices to reflect the colour of the money in your wallet rather than pass on a sale because you haven’t changed for shekels yet.

via dolorosa

The symbolic walk ends in the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, an ornate basilica in the Greek Orthodox style commemorating the site of the death and resurrection of Jesus. As we queue to catch a glimpse of the Rock of Calvary I start thinking of Graceland, and the more I try to get rid of the mental comparison the more it sticks. It’s maybe the lavish decoration – something you don’t tend to see much of in the Catholic churches I am used to and so something that tends to leave me cold – or maybe the crowds holding up cameraphones. The only real difference is that nobody stops the pilgrims using flash photography and you’re allowed to touch and kiss the artefacts – probably because many of them are symbolic rather than “genuine”. Some Spanish women, heads bowed, hair covered in shawls, are spreading whole carrier bags full of just-purchased crucifixion-themed souvenirs on the “stone of anointing”, symbolising where Jesus’ body was dressed for burial, even though I’m sure Mike tells us this was only an eighteenth century addition.

I find it strange that I am more moved by the Garden Tomb – a site only nominated as the location of the crucifixion and burial by the British Protestant General Gordon in the nineteenth century – rather than the site that the more convincing evidence points to. A guide – a gorgeous Israeli Christian named Philip, who speaks compelling rhetoric with a trace of generican accent – points out a hill whose rocky formations seem to resemble a skull. He isn’t even phased that the site’s own interpretation of the crucifixion would place it in what is now a bus station, arguing that Roman executions always took place in accessible places as deterrent and spectacle. Regardless of fact, the tomb itself provides a great illustration of what the place where Jesus was laid to rest would have been like.

garden tomb

We also pay a visit to the Western Wall, which the Jews would never call the “wailing wall”. I don’t slip a prayer into its cracks because my mind goes blank at the crucial moment, but apparently the 21st century allows for you to email this most ancient and holy of Jewish sacred places. “The Western Wall – the greatest psychiatrist we Jews ever had, apart from Siggy Freud,” says Mike. “It’s only worrying if the Wall talks back…

western wall

“We have no oil. We have no gold. Only rocks,” he likes to say. “But still, there is something that draws people to Jerusalem.” And he’s right. It seems hard to understand why one piece of land can hold such pull to so many disparate millions from so many faiths, particularly if you do not identify as a religious person yourself. But, tired as I am, even I can tell from my first day that there is something magnetic about this layered, complex city.

photo of the week // week 11;

170310 - All The Records I Ever Gave Away

There’s a bit in "Killing Yourself To Live", by Chuck "Have I Told You How Much I Love Chuck" Klosterman, where he quotes Mike Doughty ripping into legendary Village Voice critic Robert Christgau with the perfect put-down: "Let’s face facts here – what Robert Christgau does is write about his mail."

"This is completely true," Klosterman adds. "As a rock critic, you make a living reviewing your mail, and anyone who disagrees with that assertion is kidding themselves."

The worst part is, some of us don’t even get to call it a living. I’m not complaining, because getting press passes and free CDs and everything else is pretty cool and don’t let anybody ever tell you otherwise. But a lot of what you get sent is utter dross, and it’s sent by people who are really, REALLY enthusiastic and who will continue to badger you for your opinion until eventually you have to cut your losses and say, look guys, it’s not really my scene but please don’t take it to heart, ok?

A few months ago, I was sent a really, really terrible book. I feel dreadful about it, because it sounded great from the blurb and the postage from the US wasn’t cheap. But the truth is, this book was SO BAD that not only could I not finish reading it, it actually put me off reading – something I have loved since I taught myself to do it at the age of three years old – for a number of weeks. And, so far, the only way I have been able to get myself out of this slump is to re-read my two favourite books, which are all about mixtapes and FEELINGS and death and love and life, and quote from them extensively on my Tumblr.

photo of the week // week 10;

crazy-eyed sp in the ladies' loos

I suspect I need a better criteria for this than “most popular Flickr photo” since self-portraits always seem to skew it…

Apologies for silence of late. I’ve got like four half-finished drafts, I swear – and some of them are even interesting.